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Doom Bloom
03:44
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When I was young I wasn’t sure I’d be enough
Always in my head and felt alone
And I set me up for failure
Cause failing is all I got
I know it’s hard to be
Singing in in the backseat
Feeling like you dreams
Are real as your surroundings
I’m trying not fall
But it’s been hard to stall
How I miss these days
Staying up late just to watch my favorite shows
Gundam wing and Yu Yu Hakusho
I’ve been Looking for some memory
Cause it feels like somethings lost
Tears running down your checks
Knowing that it’s ending
Play it on repeat
Try to capture all the feelings
I’m trying not fall
But it’s been hard to stall
How I miss these days
I’ve been waiting this life for doomsday to arrive
I don’t really mind I’m just afraid to die
Cause when I’m gone who will sing all my songs
Let you know it’s okay
Let you know that you belong
Even ugly ducks can be a swan.
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2. |
Cute
04:27
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I used to cry when I was younger
Now I can't shed one single tear
I thought somehow this would make me stronger
But now I've held it in for too many years
Bruised up my knuckles am I now a man
Get real fucked up whenever I'm feeling sad
I'll kiss yah till my lips are bleeding
I'll hold you close till we waste away
When I'm with you I feel like we're the same
Feel something most people probably think is strange
I feel so cute
When I'm with you
I feel so cute
When I'm with you
Okay to talk on how you feel
No shame in crying behind a steering wheel
It's okay to be
What you want to be
It's okay to feel
How you wanna feel
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3. |
Adagio
03:01
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Heard you’ve been crying
Heard you’ve been losing lots of sleep
Staying up all night drinking to much caffeine
Did you find salvation
Working through one six pack every night
Are you still joking about dying before you’re 29
Yeah you’re my baby
Yeah you're my love
And it drives me crazy
Just to know that I might not be enough
I know you've been sleeping
Through everyone of your alarms
Trying hard to stay where the world can’t do you any harm
Drink lots of water
And try and go out for a walk
Reach out to your friends sometimes it helps just to talk
Yeah you’re my baby
Yeah you're my love
And it drives me crazy
Just to know that I might not be enough
I know it’s been feeling slow
Waiting for these feelings to grow
But I know how it is and I know how it goes
You don’t want it fast you want adagio
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4. |
Dejame
03:17
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Such a shame all that we could never say
We had to go our separate ways
Now I doubt we are the same
Think how much it could have changed
Little darling
I know we left so sad
Dreaming of the summer wishing forever
Dejame Llorar en tus brazos por que me siento solo
Lamento mucho en la vida pero su belleza permanece
olvidare me acuerdo mas de ti
Anoche soñé contigo y esta mañana no me quiero despertar
Do you remember how we felt back in that summer?
Anoche soñé contigo y esta mañana no me quiero despertar
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5. |
Lost River
02:35
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Feeling lost again
Will this river meet its end
Dragging both my feet
Holding on
To what’s left of of me
Hold on I’ve been waiting all my life for this to pass
Something tells me it’ll take longer but I know that I’ll last
Wander down the only road I used to take to get me home sweet home
Now where’d it go?
Peak ahead around the bend I hope I find where this river heads
Or maybe soon it ends
Hold on I’ve been waiting all my life for this to pass
Something tells me it’ll take longer but I know that I’ll last
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6. |
Lavender Sky
02:34
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Gazing at the sky
Tell me what you find
In the world I used to write
Is it now overgrown?
Bleeding from my hand
Laying where you stand
I’ve been fighting myself again
Feeling like I’ll never win
So I’ll Put on my makeup
And red nose for the thrill
I know I’m a sad clown
But I’ll make you smile still
I’ll sing my swan songs
Let you laugh at my pain
It’s fine I’ll be all right
Probably better off this way
I know what it’s like running from a life
You had so much promise then
But is it still gone?
Somewhere in a book
Are the notes that you once took
On how to live a happy life
And let go of what’s inside
So I’ll Put on my makeup
And red nose for the thrill
I know I’m a sad clown
But I’ll make you smile still
I’ll sing my swan songs
Let you laugh at my pain
It’s fine I’ll be all right
Probably better off this way
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7. |
I Do Care About Myself
04:03
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I’m glad it’s not like how it used to be
Hours spent drowning out the pain
I was trying so hard to find
Something that I lost to time
It’s not there
Never was
I don’t care
I guess I’m fine
Strange I’m not who I used to be
I wonder if I would even recognize
Myself anymore
I talk loud
Hoping that someone’s listening
I’m not sure how many more rounds I got
I’ve been trying so hard this life
To make everything I do feel right
But it’s not
I fuck up
Every time I start to try
I’m aware it takes time
I just wish
An end was in sight
Strange I’m not who I used to be
I wonder if I would even recognize
Myself anymore
I’m looking up
Hoping hope can be enough
Taking one more step down the road
Sitting in my my car
As the rain comes down real hard
I’ll keep driving on down this road
I’m looking up
Hoping hope can be enough
Taking one more step down the road
Sitting in my my car
As the rain comes down real hard
I’ll keep driving on down this road
It’s the only road I’ve ever known
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8. |
Hazy Rose Daydreams
03:59
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Sucking down on a yellow pill
Sitting by my bedside feeling ill
Staring at a stupid telephone
Knowing that no one would call
And I was all alone
Singing oh ohhhh oh
I’m waiting here on the other side for you
Singing oh ohhhh oh
And I’m trying hard to feel better soon
Couldn’t share a lifetime of pain
Didn’t care at all always running
From memories that you left way back home
That’s why your bruise your knuckles wherever you go
Singing oh ohhhh oh
Wherever you are life can still be cruel
Singing oh ohhhh oh
Hazy rose daydreams forever for too
Will I be like this forever
Nothing holding me to a tether
Now on my way
To somewhere I’ve never been
I don’t care
Just trying hard to win
Pas de deux in the dead of night
Your reflection in the waters not looking right
Down on your knees hands out in the air
Howling at the moon hoping that somebody hears
Singing oh ohhhh oh
Star light star bright I ask of you
Singing oh ohhhh oh
If I’m running hard will I get somewhere soon?
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9. |
40 Miles With Wade
03:53
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On A long stretch of empty highway
With heavy eyes on a winding road
Pulled off to the side
Heard the gunshots go and go
Then drove back into the night all alone
Sunshine she must have left me
Cause I'll see now are buckets of rain
Rolled down both my windows
Thought I saw you dancing there
Underneath the moonlight this I swear
Don't stay up late
Don't wait too long
We'll all get back to where we belong
Devil on my left
Sweetest angel on my right
40 miles to go, but I'll be all right
Traveled down meant for strangers
Met a man who plays for pennies every night
Slams a mean guitar
Hits notes higher than the sky
Yet somehow he only made me feel sad inside
I can go for miles on a spring breeze
With the smell of flowers filling up the air
Go down to the river look into the waters glare
I can see my reflection not who is there
Don't stay up late
Don't cry too long
We'll get back to where we belong
Staring down the road like a barrel of a gun
Only 40 miles to go and then I'm done
All right Wade...
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Sweet Laguna
03:51
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Sweet Laguna running through my mind
Like the way I go running to feel something inside me
And I’m so sorry I didn’t pick up that time
You wanted to blow through my town for the night
Lately I’ve been sleeping the days away again
Honest I’m not sure if I can still pretend
I’m happy
Talk for awhile between all the bands
Ask you how you’re doing are you here cause if happenstance
Read your writing you bleed out onto some page
When I read it I’m always feeling the same
I’ve been watching tv endless for hours
Trying to find something new to devour
Feeling empty
Keep on running till I can’t run anymore
Been Trying to feel how I used to feel before
In that summer
Sweet Laguna I’ve been falling asleep
Dreaming of popsicles in the summer heat
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11. |
Skeleton
03:32
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Don’t be sad
I know you are not what you want
And you miss summers a lot
Cause now you can feel all the rot
Don’t be mad
I know you are what you hated then
Going through that shit again
Wishing for just one more friend
Waiting for your life to mend
Don’t be what they want you to
Don’t be what they tell you to
Don’t be nothing you don’t want to be
Hey skeleton it’s me
Hey skeleton it’s me
I’ve been singing
Way too long here by myself
Wishing I was someone else
Someone who could actually help
And I'm out there
Somewhere beyond the great unknown
Sitting up on some grand throne
With flowers in my hair
While crying everywhere
Don’t be what they want you to
Don’t be what they tell you to
Don’t be nothing you don’t want to be
Hey skeleton it’s me
Hey skeleton it’s me
Hey skeleton it’s me
Hey skeleton it’s me
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12. |
Plastic Cowboy
04:50
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I heard you lost your wings
You had the darkest eyes
That year in Halloween
Made all the children cry
How I love
The way you drain my blood
Rip up my skin
Fill my head with sin
I know that I can’t be
Everything you need
I can’t kill for fun
But I’d kill for your love
Drowning in the rain
What’s a little pain
In the grand scheme
I’d give you everything
My skeleton and me
Heard you’re playing with matches now
Watching ashes falling down
I know that you just need a friend
Waiting for your wings to mend
I know
I know
I know
I know
Ain’t it so tragic
We can only imagine
Feeling fantastic
Cause we’re alive and plastic
But maybe when we’re dead
Maybe when we’re dead
Maybe when we’re dead
We'll feel nothing instead
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13. |
Veritas Vincit
05:20
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I was dreaming of the west coast
Thinking of it like some old ghost
I’ve been running past the fog lake
Where I buried all my old ways
Now I’m getting fucking drunk
Now I’m getting fucking drunk
Getting fucking drunk
Hate myself then I throw up
Now I’m getting fucking drunk
Now I’m getting fucking drunk
Getting fucking drunk
Hate myself then I throw up
Said I’d see the world someday
But I never saw is it that way
Doing drugs in some backyard
Feeling stuck without a restart
I was so fucking young
I was so fucking young
So fucking young
Now I've grown but I’m still dumb
I was so fucking young
I was so fucking young
So fucking young
Now I've grown but I’m still dumb
Young body
But this blood made an old soul
Running out of time
Loved ones growing so old
Touch the stars
I'm so close
I'm not so far
Even my creator knows
Used to be the one that wanted to listen
Now my minds really quiet
Cause I'm tired of bitching
When I release inner peace
Know a god has risen
Know I'm never on a leash
I aint with the system
I’m Feeling fucked in my head
Feeling fucked in my head
Fucked in my head
It’s been hard to go to bed
I’m Feeling fucked in my head
Feeling fucked in my head
Fucked in my head
Let me live or let me rest
Feeling like my life is ending
I wish my wings weren’t still mending
So I could just fly away
And find a better place
But I know that wherever I go
Down the river or where the wind blows
I’ll still be all the things
That never were enough
So hold me sweetly
Forever through the night
I Hope I’m still here
Come the morning light
It was always love
It was always love
It was always love
Can Love be enough?
It was always love
It was always love
It was always love
Can Love be enough?
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