You try so hard You’ve been feeling nauseous Breaking down in your car Maybe you’ve finally lost it But it’s fine when the song comes on That you love so you sing along To the words and roll down the windows to let the rain come in You walk alone Feel every ache in your bones You cant digest And you can’t confess That it’s fine your feeling down Cause you know it’ll turn around It’s just hard when you can’t see the end to all these stupid things You try so hard

Blasting Rosie tuck on repeat Wore the same pants for two weeks Either feeling Bat shit crazy or feeling fine Crack a cold one Take a steamy shower Throw it up by 1pm Try to Watch some TV go to bed then do it again Singing.. You were married west of Carolina Cigarettes on your breathe Did you ever notice You bottled it in your chest Bought a six pack Walked down to the river Searching for a shooting star Do some Hopeful wishing good times aren’t too far Singing... Always judge them for what they want to be Not what the world turned them too It’s never easy I know you felt that too

You used to fall asleep to anything You used to talk a lot before you could sing But I know you felt better then waiting on some end Yeah I know now you're not one to bend you’d rather stay in bed Just call my bluff I think I’ve had enough No I’m not having fun but happy 21 I know I’m always the one to try and run Yeah I know I’m the one to blame for all that’s been done Catch me watching cartoons Lay in bed until I consume Everything I love too much Bleed it dry till there’s nothing to cut

Little voices whisper in my head Always tell me wish that you were dead Little sparkles and glitter in your eyes Always made me glad to be alive Hollow joy yeah it follows everywhere I feel happy and then it disappears Always wonder if this feeling fake Am I hurting is this really pain Will I feel this again when I’m older Weigh me down make it heavy on my shoulders Again... Insecure in my body in my head I feel better hiding in my bed Somewhere sunshine’s shining down on sin Picking daisies feeling they fit in Sit for hours staring through a wall Trying hard to make sense of it Am I dumb is there something wrong with me Am I lacking what my body needs

Carry on I don’t really mind it Hope you always find it where you want Sit all alone Watch another movie Hope that it can soothe me long enough To get rid of all the stupid shit I did But you can’t forget cause you’ll always carry it It’s a heavy load Sweet empty bliss Comes with every sunrise Sit and soak the sunshine in the yard All alone Dancing In the moonlight Hoping that the night goes on and on To get rid of all the stupid shit I did You can forget but you’ll always carry it It’s a heavy load Star crossed lovers by the morning they were gone Sang a tune but there’s an ending to every song On the highway will this road be long enough To take me somewhere I can finally belong Sweet heavy soul

Waves crashing down on the gray bay Moonlight Shines as the sea calls to me Gone are the days of adventure Somewhere Stuffed in a bottles memories Now I must go she is calling Singing A tune for all those who are lost Look to the end of the horizon Find me On shores where the world meets the end Don’t fear We all disappear But know you’re never alone We’re all here Forward with wind in our sails Even with death so near The sun will still rise tomorrow

Time cant weigh me down I’ll be here for a lifetime For a life time Someday I know you’ll get old then you’ll die I don’t want it No I don’t want it This sunshine is killing me But I love to see your face when you smile in the summer In the summer I love your laugh and lungs when you breathe I can feel it I can feel it I’d let you drain my blood but I know you don’t need it These rotten feelings Time is always killing me Cause I know things can’t ever last like I want But I need it your love I need it Life yes it hurts a lot When you watch it go by so slow Go by so slow If you die take me with you let me go be beside you Be beside you

Bet you’re sweeter than honey I wish you were mine But you’re in the ground and there’s tears in my eyes You were gunning like a western and robbing from banks The mightiest of the mighty but they just called you Jane The mightiest of the mighty but they just called you Jane Flowers and soot always covering your hair You married young then you killed him out there It’s rough in the Wild West you’re my favorite cowboy Lasso me up sweet Jane Oh please lasso me up sweet Jane Cut out my liver and sell it for gold Take a shot at heart and then bury my soul When I’m a ghost I’ll come riding out west Find you there underneath the sunset Oh sweet Jane Oh sweet Jane So legends say you had the quickest shot Drew on anyone killed them there on the spot You were ruthless you were reckless never had no redemption Shooting them up sweet Jane Every man who ever came down your way Just cause you’re an outlaw doesn’t mean no one cares When they strung you up they talked about it for years Said Jane was the meanest son of a bitch you’d ever meet But somehow she’s always make you feel weak In the knees Somehow she always made you weak in the knees Cut out my liver and sell it for gold Take a shot at heart and then bury my soul When I’m a ghost I’ll come riding out west Find you there underneath the sunset Oh sweet Jane Oh sweet Jane Smoking a cigarette in the grave With your hand on your gun And a smile on your face We all bite the dust but I wish you were here With your fist in my face sweet Jane Now just riding away sweet Jane

I was so young then Picking dandelions outside your house You were my best friend We’d talk and talk all night on your couch But we’ve grown up since I couldn’t tell someone today how you felt It’s been a lifetime I’m sure you’ve walked your own share through hell I don’t need to hear from you But today I drove past that place I heard someone speaking your name Can we still do our secret handshake I know somehow you’re doing okay It’s strange but I just feel that way So happy birthday It’s the only thing we say anymore We’ve shared the same fate Feeling more then we ever bargained for I don’t need to hear from you But today I drove past that place I heard someone speaking your name Can we still do our secret handshake I know somehow you’re doing okay It’s strange but I just feel that way More than a decade Since we found the pains of having a heart We were two dumb kids We Didn’t know life doesn’t go your way Even the strongest bonds can sometimes decay But we still have our secret handshake Pretend van helsing in the rain