I can’t open my eyes
I’ve been feeling dead
Fucking empty inside
But when you
Make breakfast for me
I’ll always get out of bed
And take my coffee with cream
It just gets so hard sometimes
Just to simply be alive
Cause these days
I’ve been feeling like a ghost most of the time
I’ve been smoking and cigs and trying to drive
109 headed south down the lonely I-5
Hoping that I crash
But I’m not sure that I wanna die
It’s been long fucking nights with tv turned on
It’s been long fucking fights with myself and this song
As I play my guitar
And put off important things
It just gets so hard sometimes
When your life keeps passing by
And you can’t keep up with changes over time
I will shout away all my worries and fears
I will shout away all my self doubting tears
And the thoughts in my head
That seem to strangle me
I will sleep away this bad passage of time
I will sleep away all my worries and sighs
And I will dream of some better happy days
Just know that I love you
Even when I don’t ask for help
And I’m so sorry
I get caught up in hating myself
It’s just gets so hard sometimes
Just simply be alive
Cause these days
I’ve been feeling like a ghost most of the time
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