Sometimes I want to disappear
Cause these days man I really hate it here
My friends are all growing up
And I just keep fucking up
Last week I found myself upon the floor
Too weak to get myself out the door
Maybe I should just give it up
Stay here and Disappear for a month
But I love you
Yeah I love you
Yeah I love you
I just don't love me
Dear me get your shit together please
And spend more time with your family
Someday everybody's gonna die
And you'll be wishing that you had more time
Pain please purge me here passivly
Knee deep in some twisted fantasy
Dark eyes cause I can't ever sleep
Up late rejecting all my human needs
But I love you
Yeah I love you
Yeah I love you
I just don't love me
Dear love I know i'll never be enough
And i'll find a way to fuck it up
I'm scared of being close to anyone
So I tend to disappear and run
Kill me before I start to get to old
Kill me before my stupid life erodes
Kill me I want just to disappear
I'm scared and I want to disappear
But I love you
Yeah i love you
Yeah I love you
I just don't love me
I just don't love me
The great 2nd LP from Matt Dorrien expands his Nilsson-y songs into bossa nova, jazz, & more, with melodies always front & center. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 16, 2022